I don't know what it was, but this weekend in particular has made me miss Nick more today than any other day. And he hasn't even left to go back to Western yet! Jesus. Emotions and feelings are just too much sometimes. I really wish I could've spent more time with him this weekend, I feel like I didn't get much at all.
Of course it didn't help that we all expected good times and classic skadunking but with Rocky and Chris here it just wasn't the case. It was too crowded, Liz's parents were being jerks and not taking responsibility for taking and picking up Mick from the homecoming dance. That was not conducive at ALL.
I don't know. Last night just didn't go right. And the only things that made me feel better were those few moments that I had with Nick. We didn't even get a head rub in! (Although with that many people there it would've been a little more difficult to organize plus there's the whole über-awkward factor.) But I mean at least we had some times together. It's better than if he were in another state or if he were as scarce as Kelly is this year. (Kelly we miss you!!!)
Well, anyways. What I did this weekend: got sketchy and sexually frustrated.
Damn. I love college.

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