Thoughts:

My standards must be too high.
Even if i get my gpa up how am i going to take an honors class?
Am i doing as well as i thought?
Maybe i should stay up all night. I don't want to be awake now. But i don't want to go back to the room anymore.
I don't want to go back to that room ever.
Stress is making me physically ill right now.
The only person i want to talk to is probably having sex right now.
Will i ever be good enough?
If i smoked pot when i got depressed would i be happier?
Did i really just think about pot?
My friends really were my anti-drug. I want my friends back NOW.